These Days

I’m a hot yoga addict. Give me a quiet warm space to stretch and regroup! My new studio is my happy place and my introductory studio pass means I can go as much as I like for the first month! It’s not nearly as intense as I’d heard (which was my big concern) and I’m in love with having a little time that’s all for me & just being still.

I’m adapting. I recently found out that my job share is ending a year earlier than expected, and it’s been a big thing to wrap my head around. Jesse and I have been going through our budgets and writing figures in the margins of planners, formulating plans over spicy food, and making sure to laugh more than stress. When that’s not easy, we change topics – it’s not a race, and big changes aren’t a one conversation thing.

I’m daydreaming about other lives that might be mine. Maybe I could be as a shop girl in a perfect little boutique? Or I could work with little kids in a colourful space? What about a huge bright gallery where tip toes echo? Whatever I do next, I know one thing: it’s going to be in a positive and interactive place. I just need to find it.

I’m loving my tattoo. Introvert that I am, I became really camera shy after I got my tattoo and it took me a little while to get used to it (and to the way people stare at me now!). My confidence has come back with a vengeance this month and I’m so relieved! Also, I kind of want it made into a half sleeve, stat :)

I’m branching out and making time. I’m making a big effort to get to know crafty girls and small business owners in my city, and to make time for friendships to develop. I’m really excited to spend time with the fun and sweet local girls I keep meeting, and to make time for hanging out, martinis, and being silly together when the mood strikes.

I’m working hard to stay positive. When things get stressful I tend to draw into myself, but in spite of the job change and the stress that can bring, I’m trying to stay as positive as possible and keep grounded. I want to love the possibility this change brings, not focus on the in between. Some days it’s a big effort, and some days are more successful than others, but when I stay grounded in learning and enjoying what I have, I can’t help but notice that life is very good. I just hope the in between doesn’t last too long.

ps – Exciting news: Danielle at Sometimes Sweet (one of my favourites!!) is featuring me in Tattoo Tuesday – click here to check for my interview later today :)